For a competition at the college ---- As I stared into the nothingness right ahead of me ........

For a competition at the college
---  written by me and Mr. Hari Krishanan
--- its just an attempt to create something with our two different kind of brains
--- a mixture of poetic lines and pros !!

Topic: As I stared into the nothingness right ahead of me ........

As I stared into the nothingness right ahead of me
saw a white ray coming out of the spree,
Nothing related to my destiny
it was a mixture of silence and cacophony.

As I walked ahead I could feel nothing,
But a blissful cold touch
asking me to walk more and enter the new world,
As I turned back I heard a voice calling for me
longing for my presence,
asking to avoid this weird essence,
in front of me ....

As I stared back into the real world,
I saw myself lying dead
My girl wearing the engagement emerald,
many tears she had shed

I remember the sharpness of the bullet,
which penetrated through my chest
yes, it was my enemy,
for whom I was nothing but a pest

Now as I realize its time to leave my body
and submerge into this nothingness
But again the past calls for me,
with the times filled with happiness

I remember the days we had,
‘kickass’ is word the word that defines it
my college, my hostel, my friends, my girlfriend(s),
the times that made me who I am

those copied assignments,
and the proxy attendance
coffee at the Nescafe,
studying hard just before the exam day

The stars of the football matches,
the fever for bunking classes
everything calls me back,
but here I stand and realize,
its the time which I right now lack

I do remember again
its time to go,
I had lost my life,
just in one blow

how much I ever try,
I won’t be able to go back,
the cold touch again reminds me
I am no more a part of that body

people from the world, that I was a part of
the ones who can feel closely, the void I have left behind,
their optimism towards life is currently switched off
my life has ended,  its nothing I can rewind

to any normal person, I’d be a dead soldier
who fought a war that ended in vain
but for me I have done my duty,
I have served my nation and
have protected my men

Though it hurts to leave everything behind,
yes, I do believe this is the best way to die
forgetting the pain,  due to this emptiness
now, I am just not staring but I AM the nothingness